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Nr. 56

Its an analog day. I’ve been rummaging around my old negatives. Most of my newer ones are still in Austria and won’t be in my possession in any near future I suspect. But that doesn’t mean I cannot enjoy the rediscovery of some old portraits I did with the large format camera. Unfortunately I don’t have access to a proper professional scanner these days so a normal flatbed will have to do the trick. 
I’ve also fished out several bags of Dias. The only projector I have for Dias here at home is an old Minolta with a manual cartridge which only takes two slides at a time. Tedious but somewhat nostalgic too. 

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